"I am Princess Meredith NicEssus, wielder of the hands of flesh and blood, and I will not be taken so easily."
That line hit somewhere around the three-hour mark, and I remember thinking: okay, Merry Gentry has my attention. I'd been folding laundry, half-listening, when Laural Merlington delivered that declaration with such conviction that I actually stopped mid-sock-pair to rewind.
Laurell K. Hamilton's Kiss of Shadows is the first book in her Merry Gentry series, and it's a wild departure from the gritty noir of her Anita Blake novels. Here, we're dropped into a Los Angeles where a faerie princess works as a paranormal P.I., hiding from a murderous aunt who happens to rule the Unseelie Court. When the queen's assassin tracks Merry down, she's dragged back into a world of immortal politics, deadly beauty, and a competition for the throne that involves... well, let's just say the audition process is intimate.
The premise is gloriously unhinged. Hamilton has essentially written a reverse harem fantasy wrapped in Celtic mythology, seasoned liberally with explicit content, and served with a side of court intrigue. Shine plays in a similar sandbox—mythology-heavy fantasy that doesn't shy away from sensuality—though with a very different cultural lens.
The Lore Runs Deep
At nearly sixteen hours, this audiobook commits fully to its vision. The world-building is dense with sidhe politics, magical bloodlines, and the kind of faerie lore that feels genuinely researched rather than cobbled together from Wikipedia entries. (As someone who's homebrewed more than a few fey encounters for D&D campaigns, I appreciate when an author does their homework.) Hamilton clearly knows her stuff, and she's not afraid to spend pages explaining the difference between Seelie and Unseelie courts or the significance of Merry's mixed heritage.
Merlington's Performance: A Tale of Two Narrators
Now, about Laural Merlington's narration. This is where things get complicated.
When Merlington is locked in, she's genuinely captivating. Her delivery during the emotional peaks—Merry's defiance, her moments of genuine fear, the charged tension between her and her potential consorts—pulls you into the magical realm Hamilton has constructed. There's a dreamlike quality to her reading that suits the sensual, otherworldly atmosphere. During the more erotic sequences (and there are many), she navigates the material with confidence, neither rushing through awkwardly nor leaning into it so hard it becomes parody.
But here's the thing: the character voices. Oh, the character voices.
I lost count of how many times I winced at the pronunciation of sidhe names. Some of the male characters sound like they're auditioning for a community theater production of a fantasy novel rather than inhabiting it. There's a cheesiness to certain deliveries that undercuts the gravitas Hamilton is clearly going for. When you're trying to take an ancient, powerful fey warrior seriously and he sounds like he's doing a Renaissance Faire bit, it's jarring.
This split personality in the narration creates an odd listening experience. One moment you're completely absorbed in the dark glamour of the Unseelie Court, and the next you're pulled out by a hokey accent or a name that sounds nothing like how you'd imagined it. It's the audiobook equivalent of watching a beautifully shot film with inconsistent sound mixing.
Pacing: The Scenic Route Through Faerie
Hamilton writes with sensual, descriptive prose that luxuriates in details—the shimmer of sidhe skin, the weight of political maneuvering, the precise mechanics of magical abilities. In print, you can skim when you want to. In audio, you're along for the entire ride. The frequent erotic interludes, while well-written, do break up the plot momentum. If you're listening for the mystery and political thriller elements, you'll find yourself waiting through extended sequences that serve the romance more than the narrative. That meandering quality reminded me a bit of Revelations—another audiobook where the atmospheric world-building sometimes takes precedence over tight pacing.
That said, if you're the target audience—fans of paranormal romance who want their fantasy with genuine heat—this audiobook delivers exactly what it promises. The production quality is clean, no background noise or audio issues to distract you. And at this length, you're getting serious value for an immersive fantasy experience.
I found myself listening mostly during evening hours, winding down after work. It's not really a commute listen unless you're comfortable with explicit content potentially playing through your car speakers at a red light. The dreamy, sensual atmosphere works better as a relaxation companion than as background for anything requiring focus.
Who Gets an Invitation to the Unseelie Court?
Hamilton completists and readers who loved the early Anita Blake books will find a different flavor of her signature blend here—less urban grit, more courtly decadence. Fans of paranormal romance who want their fey lore thick and their romance explicit, this is your jam. Skip it if theatrical character voices pull you out of stories, or if you need your fantasy plots lean and fast-moving.
Roll for Initiative (Or Just Hit Sample)
My recommendation? Sample the first chapter before committing. Merlington's narration style is polarizing enough that you'll know within minutes whether it works for you. If her voice clicks, you're in for a lush, erotic fantasy that doesn't apologize for what it is. If it doesn't, the print version might serve you better.
The Merry Gentry series clearly has devoted fans for a reason. Whether this audiobook version is the right entry point depends entirely on your tolerance for theatrical character voices and your appetite for Hamilton's particular brand of sensual fantasy.

















