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Lies We Told โ€” When the Monster Is Your Own Child

by Camilla Way๐ŸŽคNarrated by Patience Tomlinson
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โœ๏ธ 3.5 Editorial
๐ŸŽค 3.5 Narration
11h 1m
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Case Abstract

When the Monster Is Your Own Child

  • โ€ขPsychological Profile: Beth's timeline delivers slow-building domestic dread that feels psychologically authentic, even when Clara's sections run hot.
  • โ€ขNarrative Tempo: Uneven across the two timelines โ€” Beth's storyline simmers with tension while Clara's stays at a near-constant boil that flattens dramatic peaks.
  • โ€ขNarrator Assessment: Two narrators cleanly divide the timelines; Tomlinson's restrained unease outshines Scott's more urgent delivery.
  • โ€ขClinical Verdict: Wait for Sale

Is this for you?

โœ…Pick this if: you want genuine psychological depth about a mother afraid of her child ยท you love slow-building domestic dread and accept uneven dual timelines ยท you enjoy family-secret thrillers that prioritize psychology over plot logic
โŒSkip if: you need consistent pacing or equally strong dual protagonists ยท you get frustrated by characters acting only for plot convenience ยท you mostly want a tight mystery rather than a psychological case study
๐Ÿ“šBest for fans of: We Need to Talk About Kevin, The Push, Defending Jacob
Read Time5 min read
Duration11h 1m
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Priya Sharma, audiobook curator
Reviewed byPriya Sharma

Psychology enthusiast. Analyzes characters like case studies. Not sorry about it.

๐ŸŽง Prefers listening while cooking alone, appreciates psychologically unflinching, unsettling child portrayals, disengages quickly from softened, misunderstood-kid character motivations.

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Optimal Setting ๐Ÿ”ฌ

Look, I need to talk about Hannah.

I was halfway through prepping a chana masala โ€” onions caramelizing, cumin seeds popping in hot oil โ€” when Camilla Way's portrayal of this child hit me like a psychological case file I couldn't put down. Beth, Hannah's mother, describes her daughter with this creeping dread that any developmental psych student would recognize: the flat affect, the calculated cruelty toward other children, the unsettling absence of empathy. The protagonist exhibits classic callous-unemotional traits, and what impressed me is that Way doesn't flinch from it. She doesn't soften Hannah into a misunderstood kid with a heart of gold. She lets you sit with the discomfort of a mother who is genuinely afraid of her own child.

And that's where this book grabbed me. Not the missing-person plot. Not the mystery. The psychology.

When the Monster Lives in Your House

Beth's storyline is the backbone here, and it's a fascinating case study in maternal ambivalence โ€” a concept that still makes people deeply uncomfortable. Way structures the novel as dual timelines: Beth raising Hannah through increasingly disturbing incidents, and Clara searching for her missing boyfriend Luke in the present day. The connection between these threads takes a while to crystallize, and I'll admit that around hour three, I was getting impatient. The Clara sections felt like they were running on anxiety fumes โ€” lots of urgent phone calls, lots of "something terrible has happened" energy โ€” while the Beth sections were doing the real heavy lifting.

Here's my complaint, though, and it's not small: the dual-storyline structure creates an uneven experience. Beth's narrative has genuine psychological depth. You can feel Way drawing from real patterns of childhood conduct disorder, the way professionals and parents dance around the word "psychopath" when it's a six-year-old. But Clara's storyline? Psychologically, this doesn't track as well. Clara's motivations for digging into Luke's family history feel plot-driven rather than character-driven. She does things because the mystery needs her to, not because her psychology demands it. I found myself asking: why does Clara really keep pushing when any reasonable person would've called the police six chapters ago? The answer is "because the book would end," which โ€” not great.

Two Narrators, Two Energies

Patience Tomlinson and Sally Scott split narrator duties across the timelines, and this is where the dual structure actually works to the audiobook's advantage. Having two distinct voices makes the timeline switches immediately clear โ€” no confusion about where you are. Tomlinson handles the Beth chapters with a controlled unease that suits the material. There's a restraint in her delivery that mirrors Beth's own denial, the way she keeps trying to rationalize Hannah's behavior before the evidence becomes undeniable.

Scott takes Clara's present-day sections, and here's where listener opinion really splits. Some people found the urgency in Clara's narration compelling. I found it โ€” how do I put this diplomatically โ€” a bit much. The emotional register stays at about an eight out of ten for most of Clara's chapters, which means when things genuinely escalate, there's nowhere left to go. My therapist would have thoughts about this character's cortisol levels. It's not a narration problem exactly; it's a story-tone problem that the narrator amplifies rather than counterbalances.

That said, both performances are professional and clean. No audio issues, no stumbles. If you're someone who prefers your thrillers at a constant simmer of dread, Scott's delivery will work for you better than it worked for me.

The Research Actually Shows...

What makes this book worth your time โ€” and I do think it's worth your time, with caveats โ€” is Way's understanding of how family secrets metastasize. The lies in the title aren't dramatic soap-opera fabrications. They're the small, protective lies parents tell to keep a family intact. The "she'll grow out of it" lies. The "we don't talk about that" lies. The research actually shows that family secret-keeping creates specific patterns of anxiety and hypervigilance in children who sense the gaps, and Way captures this dynamic with real precision in Luke's backstory.

The twist connecting the two timelines? I saw about sixty percent of it coming by hour seven, but the remaining forty percent genuinely surprised me. And the final act raises uncomfortable questions about nature versus nurture that Way wisely refuses to answer definitively.

Who Gets the Most Out of This

If you're drawn to psychological thrillers that are actually psychological โ€” not just regular thrillers wearing a psychology costume โ€” Beth's storyline alone justifies the eleven hours. If you need consistent pacing and equally strong dual protagonists, you'll feel the imbalance I felt. Skip this if unrealistic character motivations in thriller plots make you want to throw your phone. Clara will test your patience. I had similar frustrations with the plot-logic in Cross Down โ€” characters doing things because the story needs them to, not because their psychology demands it, and it grated on me in exactly the same way.

But Hannah. Hannah is the reason I'm still thinking about this book while scrubbing masala off my stovetop at midnight. Way created a character who functions as a genuine psychological portrait rather than a horror-movie villain, and that's rarer than it should be in this genre.

Case File: Closed (Mostly)

Worth listening to, but not quite the complete package. One brilliant timeline carrying one adequate one across the finish line. Total Control left me with a similar mixed feeling โ€” strong bones, uneven execution, the kind of book where you can see what it wanted to be. I'd have given Way's editor notes. She wouldn't have liked them.

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Quick Info

Release Date:October 9, 2018
Duration:11h 1m
Language:English
Audio Code:58694736

About the Narrator

Patience Tomlinson

Patience Tomlinson is a highly experienced audiobook narrator with a large portfolio in both audiobooks and radio. She is known for her perfect Received Pronunciation (RP) accent and is a native of Norfolk. She has narrated a variety of works including 'Little Old Lady Who Broke All the Rules: A Novel'.

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