What does it mean to lose a childānot to death, but to disappearance? To that terrible uncertainty that stretches across decades like a wound that never quite scars over?
I finished The Berry Pickers during a late-night grading session, red pen forgotten, papers scattered across my kitchen table while Denise slept upstairs. The house was quiet except for Jordan Waunch's voice in my earbuds, and I sat there for a good five minutes after it ended, just... processing. This is why we still read the classics, I kept thinking. Except this isn't a classic yet. Give it time.
Amanda Peters has written something that Faulkner would recognizeāthat same obsession with how the past refuses to stay past, how trauma echoes through generations like a bell that won't stop ringing. A four-year-old Mi'kmaq girl vanishes from the blueberry fields of Maine in 1962. Her brother Joe, just six years old, was the last to see her. And somewhere in an affluent Maine household, a girl named Norma grows up with dreams that feel more like memories.
The Dual Narrator Gamble
Peters structured this novel with alternating perspectives spanning nearly fifty years, and the audiobook production made a smart choice: two narrators trading chapters. Jordan Waunch handles Joe's sections, and there's something in his delivery that captures the weight of survivor's guiltāthat particular heaviness of a man who's spent his whole life wondering if he could have done something different.
Aaliya Warbus takes Norma's chapters, and here's where I have to be honest with you. Some listeners have complained about her pacing and occasional mispronunciations, and I noticed them too. There were moments where the rhythm felt slightly off, where I wanted her to let certain lines breathe a little longer. Butāand this is importantāher emotional delivery during the connection scenes between young Ruthie and adult Norma? Those landed. Hard.
This reminds me of what Hemingway said about the iceberg theoryāmost of the emotional weight sits below the surface. Warbus seems to understand that, even when her technical execution stumbles.
What Peters Is Really Saying
Let's talk about what the author is really saying here, because this isn't just a mystery about a missing child. Peters is writing about Indigenous erasureāliteral erasure, in the case of Ruthie, but also the cultural erasure that happens when Mi'kmaq families traveled to Maine as seasonal workers, invisible to the communities around them. When Ruthie disappears, how hard do you think local authorities searched? The novel doesn't preach this point. It doesn't have to.
Norma's sections are equally devastating in a different way. She's raised in affluence, loved in that smothering way that suggests her parents are compensating for something. Her recurring dreams and visionsāare they memories? Imagination? Something stranger? Peters lets the reader figure it out, and the audiobook format actually enhances this uncertainty. You're hearing Norma's confusion, her growing suspicion, her determination to uncover a truth everyone around her wants buried.
My students would hate this. I love it. The pacing is deliberateāsome might say slow, but the prose deserves to be savored. This is not a thriller despite the thriller premise. It's a meditation on identity, on belonging, on the violence of good intentions.
Worth Pausing the Faculty Meeting For
At eight hours and forty-four minutes, this is a substantial commitment, but it never felt padded. Peters knows when to linger and when to move. The dual timeline structure keeps you engaged even during the quieter stretches, and there's a cumulative emotional effect that builds toward an ending I won't spoil except to say: bring tissues. I was grateful Denise was already asleep because I'm not sure I could have explained the state I was in.
The Carnegie Medal recognition is deserved. The New Yorker naming it a Best Book of 2023 is deserved. If you loved The Vanishing Half, this is its spiritual successorāsame themes of identity and passing, different cultural context, equally devastating execution. I found a similar exploration of self-discovery and transformation in Untamed, though Doyle approaches it from a completely different angle.
Who This Is For (And Who Should Maybe Read Instead)
This requires your attention. Don't put it on during a faculty meetingāyou'll miss crucial details and also Principal Martinez might notice you're crying. It's perfect for dedicated listening sessions, evening walks, or those late nights when sleep won't come anyway. Skip it if you need plot momentum to stay engaged; this one rewards patience, not impatience.
If the narrator complaints I mentioned concern you, the print version exists. But honestly? The emotional delivery from both Waunch and Warbus elevated key moments for me. The occasional pacing issues were minor compared to what they got right.
Content warnings: violence, abuse, some language, and the particular horror of a child's disappearance. This book will make you angry. It will make you sad. It will make you think about whose stories get told and whose get erased.
Class Dismissed
That's the point.











